CoreysConfessional Part1: I worry!!

Okai ish made a discovery, i worry!
i always worry, im going to worry, and i wont stop worrying.
ish who i am.
and someone told me dont change for anyone, and i cant.
i worry..

you wana bunjee jump? i worry.
you wana go hiking? i worry.
you wana go diving? i worry.
you wana sky dive? i worry.
you wana walk the streets at night? i worry.
you wana go to a party? i worry.
you wana take the car out? i worry.
you wana visit a friend out of town? i worry.
you wana confront your fears? i worry.

i cant help it, ish meeeee.

but what does it mean?
it doesnt mean i dont understand.
it doesnt mean i dont trust youuu.
it doesnt mean i dont think you know whats right.
it doesnt mean i think i know whats right.
it doesnt mean i dont want you to do it.

so why do i worry?
i worry because i care.
i worry because i love.
i worry because i feel.
i worry because i am true to myself.
i worry because i think of the risks.
i worry because i think of the possibilities.
i worry because i am meee.

i could learn to not worry.
but then i feel like a part of me would be gone.
i wouldnt be true to myself.
i wouldnt be respecting how i feel.
mostly i would be denying how i feel..

does it mean i am soft?
does it mean i am weak?

i think its cause i have a big heart.
and if having a big heart makes me weak, then call me the weakest..

try to tell a mother not to worry..
when her baby falls over.
when her baby is crawling around the corner.
when her baby is out of sight.
when her child stands on the chair.
when her child is playing with the other children.
when her child starts to climb.
when the door is open and she cant see her child.

she wont stop worrying, ish not just cause shes a mother.
ish cause a mother has true love and care for her child.

which ish why i cant see myself stop worrying!
cause i have true care, true love.
not for a child, but for a friend.
and when you do you cant pretend not to worry.
its unshakable, unchangable, unstoppable.

please..
if i worry, just remember.,
i trust you.
i believe in you.
i want you to do it.
i want what makes you happeh.
i want what you want.
i want whats best for you.
i understand.
i love you.

Please understand me. (: